So I don't update a whole lot but I really do mean to. It's just like anything else it makes me nervous, and I don't do the things that make me nervous and as almost everyhing makes me some kind of nervous its a wonder I get anyting done. So where to start where to start,

I've been trying to write and I have a lot of ideas buts its hard to sit down and just write them out. I have a lot a want to talk about the good and the bad and I think I can say it all in my own way which I hope comes out half as cool as people seem to think it does.

I'm still at the warrior transition unit its clear now I will be medically retired from the Army. Its means a pention for life and a host of other benefits which is great but it mean something else too. It means I'm out of the fight for good, when my family of friends go to fight I won't be with them and that makes me sad but I know I'm not fit for it anymore... doesn't mean I'm cheering about it. Whatever the news says this process is a pain in the ass and it takes too long but it works and when it's done mean and mine won't want for anything ever again. I'm just waiting for my handsake and pat on the back as I walk on the door.

On the better less ambiguous news in my last posting I mentioned Melissa, she continues to be a source of hope, Love and inspiration in my life and I' really don't think I could have stood this strain of this process with out her by my side if only on the phone. She and I were married in August on a beach down in texas it was just she her parents, sibilings, I, and only little niece singing a soft song that only the youngest of children know how to make up on the fly. I have a life to look forward to now instead of a life I was just ending up with and that change makes all the difference. I'm going to try to upload a photo to my scaps for those interested

Take care all

James